Saturday, April 4, 2009

349th Post

Once again.
The thirst for blood.
Overwhelms me.

So help me.
As i take another innocent victim's life.

Sigh.
It's hard sometimes.

I struggle with it.
Constantly.

My thirst for blood.
And the fight against it.

Again.
I have no idea.
Where is this source of anger.

I roar in agony.
I beat the walls with my bare fists.
But still the anger doesn't dissipates.

A huge amount of hate.
Still remains inside me.
Like some poison.

I feel light headed all of a sudden.
The blackness closes in.

I'm falling.
Falling.

Deeper and deeper.
Into the shadows.

Of despair.
And silence.