206th Post

Once again.

My refuge calls.

A sudden pang of misery.
Slices through me like butter though hot knife.

Why do i feel that way?

I have no answers.

Tried to cry.
But only blood flowed.

Guess nobody will care.
If eventually both my mind and heart.
Dissolves into nothingness.

A numbed.
Mindless soul.

Trapped forever.
In this torture chamber.

As a member.
Of the legion of the damned.

Condemned to silence?

Or

Is there something else inside me.
That is just waiting to be uncaged.

What is my calling in life?

An angel sent to guide others?

Or

An angel sent to destroy others?