367th Post

Blessed with another stormy night.

I suddenly feel so tired.
No more energy to do the things i want.

It's like.
I wish i can just lie in my coffin.

And enter into a long sleep.
With no one to disturb my rest.

Even so.
I still don't feel refreshed.
The energy is still missing.

I am sick of living.

What is my purpose?

To be mocked at?
To be frustrated with missing answers?

Sometimes i wish i can remain in absolute solitude.
With no one telling me what to do.

I am really tired.
So tired.

I wish i can just go to sleep.
In a pool of blood.

It is the beginning of the end.