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The time has come.

I don't wish to do it.

But it must be done.
To preserve what remains of my sanity.

I am closing off my heart and mind.
Sealing them in a place.

Where no one.
Not even i.
Can access them.

I am also sealing myself away from others.
Until i heal.

I am sick of having to deal constantly.
Matters of the heart.
Matters of the mind.

I honestly wish.
I can just drop dead.

At least i can remain silent.
Never having anymore false hopes.

Sigh.
It hurts.
It hurts.

It hurts in so many places.
That i don't know where and how to start.

I feel so miserable.

Kill me.
Please.