240th Post

There is something embedded deep in my heart.
That is causing me to bleed non stop from the inside.

There is something sticking out in my head.
Like a broken tip of a knife that was never removed.

Even my weapon of choice.
Fails to drive it away.

And now.

It's eating me.
Oh ever so slowly.

Like some unknown incurable disease.

No more tears fall.
No more blood left to bleed out.

All that is left.

Is a numbing pain.
Borne in absolute silence.

But dare i think about it ?

How long can i endure.

The absolute pain.
The absolute silence.

Oh how it hurts.

Was it a mistake of mine?
To be granted immortality.

To be made a blood drinker.
To carry the curse of silence.
Forever.

Trapped in a macabre dimension.
That i no longer comprehend.