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Another night.

Sitting in my chair.

Gathering my thoughts.
Drinking as usual.

Why is everyone asking me about it ?
Can all of you just LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ?

Don't ask.
Don't advice me.
Don't talk to me about it.

Because i don't want to talk about it anymore.
This chapter is closed.

To ask me about what happened.
I will just tell you not to ask.

Persist.
And you will only earn my silence.

I know i have fucked up.
Enough guilt is in me.

So why make it worse ?

Guess i can never understand humans.
On why they cannot leave me alone.

Despite my repeated pleas.
To be left alone.

Yet the questions still come.
Will it ever stop ?

I curse all of you.
I condemn all of you.

Guess it gives me another reason.
To be lost.

In my world of silence.