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Just when I thought.

I had found a safe place.

It turns out.

Nowhere is safe.

Every refuge I sought out.

Turned out to be nothing more than an illusion.

It turns out.

I am destined to be imprisoned.

Inside my own mind.

A prison that is far worse.

Then the physical prison itself.

Each day.

In silence.

A scream no one hears.

Breaking down.

Drowning.

In the struggling process of trying to forget.

Slowly turning numb.

Until.

Will i still remember who i once was?

This pain.

It hurts.

It hurts so much.

So.

So much.