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Even though you are gone my friend.

The bitter truth is.

I am constantly lying to myself. 

That you are not gone.

That you are just playing hide and seek with me.

I lie to others.

So that they will not worry.

But deep down below.

My heart is aching.

Wishing that one day.

You would return.

But slowly.

I am forced to concede.

That you are gone.

Never ever to return to my side.

My heart weeps for you in silence every night.

My thoughts constantly return to you every night.

My tears flow for you.

Until they can no longer flow.

Perhaps when the time is right.

I will see you again.

Take care my friend.

I will miss you.