316th Post

Here i am once again.

Wandering aimlessly along the dark highway.

A friend once asked me.
"What is your interest?"

Silence was my reply.

Indeed.
What is my interest.

Something which i never gave much thought until recently.
But i still cannot find a definite answer.

It frustrates me greatly.
Another answer that eludes me.

But yet.
I somehow feel that i will eventually capture it.

With patience.
As my assistant.

As 2009 draws to a close.
And a new year dawns upon thee soon.

What are your reflections?

Was it full of memories worth keeping?
Or were they better off forgotten?

For me.
Some are worth keeping.

While the rest are better off forgotten.

Sigh.
Once again i am trapped in my mental asylum.

In silence.
I plead for a knife.

To slit open my neck.
To slit my wrists.

And let the memories that i wish to forget.
Pour out in the form of blood.

Sigh.