314th Post

Another month is almost at an end.

Just one more month.
For this year to conclude.

So looking back at 2009.
I cannot say much.

Another pretty ordinary year for me.

Sorrowful.
Hateful.
Painful.

Memories that will carry on into the next year.
And so forth.
Until the day i perish.

Memories that will slowly wear me down.
Until i grow weary.

Much as i hate to admit.
They will be there to stay.

Little demons.
Eating away at my soul.

So come 2010.
Will is just be another year?

Or will something good come from it?

Perhaps.
2010 will harbor my destruction.
Or will it just inflict more wounds onto me?

I no longer know.
All i can do is wait.
In silence.

The countdown to my destruction.