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A few hours left.

Before the light conquers the darkness.

In the rain.
Lightning temporary lights up the darkest areas.

But no light can penetrate.
The dark depths of my own mind.

Nor can it penetrate my soul.

Darkened by eons of hate.
Anger and despise.

Often i tire at having this dark forms inside me.
I just wish to see the light again.

But i merely just sink deeper.
Into the realm of eternal darkness.

Is this for real.
Or is it because i choose to.

But fated as i am.
The day i was born a blood drinker.
Never to see another sunrise again.

Forever.
Bound by the chains of eternal darkness.

But yet.
As the night passes.

I live.
On the hope.

That i may one day free myself
From this darkness.