344th Post

Darkness attempts to smother me.

Wave after wave.
Of depression.

Panic sets in.
Like cement drying.

The lust to bleed myself returns.

I try to fend them all off.
But to no avail.

My dark past has returned to haunt me.

The fury which i thought has been contained.
Is slowly being released.

As it rattles its cage.
I don't know how long the cage will last.

I scream each night.
A silent scream of frustration.

I'm drained.

Kill me.
I beg thee.

Put me out of my misery.