Sunday, February 15, 2009

320th Post

Valentine's Day.

A day for lovers to gather.
And spend that special day.

But yet.
It holds no meaning for me.

Because i have lost the ability.
To love.

Instead.
It's just like any other normal day.

Spent locked up.
In an asylum.

Where i wander.
Along the dark corridors.
Of my mind.

Behind those locked doors.
Lies secrets and memories.
That must never be opened.

Sigh.
Such pain.
Such hurt.

I hate it so much.
But yet.
I enjoy it so much.

Ironic is it not?

But i guess.
That's life.

Ugly truths hidden.
Underneath the sweet sugary coating of lies.

I hate this world.