294th Post
The 2nd last day of 2008.While others are preparing to celebrate the new year.
I find that there is nothing to celebrate about.
It's just another year.
Whereby the usual mix of good and bad is ever present.
Truth be spoken.
The question be asked.
Will i find my true happiness in 2009?
Or will it be a repeat of this year?
Though i cannot forsee the future.
But i guess.
See how it goes.
Living it as the day passes.
As this mortal body of mine ages.
In silence.
In eternal darkness.
Of course.
People will say.
And often i have told many others.
Living one's life is by a matter of the choices and decisions that one makes.
This is my decision.
This is my choice.
To live in darkness.
Covered with blood.
Living with the scars of the past.
No longer being able to cry the normal tears.
I find that there is nothing to celebrate about.
It's just another year.
Whereby the usual mix of good and bad is ever present.
Truth be spoken.
The question be asked.
Will i find my true happiness in 2009?
Or will it be a repeat of this year?
Though i cannot forsee the future.
But i guess.
See how it goes.
Living it as the day passes.
As this mortal body of mine ages.
In silence.
In eternal darkness.
Of course.
People will say.
And often i have told many others.
Living one's life is by a matter of the choices and decisions that one makes.
This is my decision.
This is my choice.
To live in darkness.
Covered with blood.
Living with the scars of the past.
No longer being able to cry the normal tears.
