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Another night.

Wandering in the darkness.
Stumbling blindly.
Bleeding from the wounds of the heart.

In misery.
In loneliness.

Another silent scream of painful agony.

I hate it.
So much.

Such confusion of the mind.

I call forth.
Thy silver.

And let.
Thy river of red flow.

Why this agony?

Why do u not permit me to shed tears?
But only permit me to shed blood.

Why do you have to lock me in this mental prison?
What have i done wrong?

Why?
Why?
Why?

Such anguish.
Such mental pain.

To be silently borne.
Until the end of time.

How much more can i take it?
Until i finally and totally.
Break down.