154th Post

Rainy day today.

The perfect weather to reflect my mood.

Grey.
Melancholic.
Brooding.

The night before.
As i was chatting with a friend.

I came to realize.
Humans are mostly selfish when it comes to loving others.

Selfish.
Because one doesn't want to respect the wishes of the other.

Selfish.
Because underhanded means are employed.
Just the keep the other half in control.

What's the point of living together.
If there is no happiness left?
Will is be fair to the child?

Does it always mean that first love means the correct person for you?
Does it?

Has the word "choices" lost its meaning?
Has one lost the ability to choose?

Another reason as to why i see there is no salvation for the human race.
Because of selfishness.

Granted.
Love can be selfish at time.
But there is a correct time and situation to deploy that selfishness.

I can only wish my friend all the best.
Should have left the other one while the opportunity was present.

Sigh.

Nothing left to believe in.
Nothing left to live for.

Just an empty shell.
Living day by day in silent torment.

The curiosity inside me.
Are more then just mere pinpricks.
They are practically driving me over the edge.

Why you ask?
Because they are questions which everyone asks.

What am i living for?
Why am i being put here on earth?
What is my purpose here?

I don't believe in explanations offered by religions.
Just mere stories and legends to silence the questioning man.

So who can explain it to me?
Can you?
Will you?

Guess at the end of it all.
Humanity are prisoners.
Of their own selfish thoughts and ends.