139th Post

As the dark clouds gather.

As the drops of rains fall.
So do my silent tears.

The dreaded feeling returns.
Something is bothering me.
But i don't know what the cause is.

But its hurting real bad.
Like a skewer.
Piercing and stabbing at my heart.

In silence.
The unknown pain i shall bear.
Scars which will never heal.

I'm tired.
So tired of every damn thing.
I wish to go to sleep.
Forever.

I don't know what to write anymore.
My heart is hurting real badly.
So help me.
It is the beginning of the end.