101st Post

Tis the season.
For the tears to flow.
The tears for the new year.

Another night to pass.
And i have borne silent witness.
To the people shedding their tears.

For what reason?
I know not.
For i can no longer connect to their pain.

I'm becoming numb.
To the pain.
To the hurt.

But yet.
Something inside me aches.
Real bad.

And it hurts.
Words cannot describe.
The hurt i am feeling.

I'm bleeding from the inside.
My life force.
Slowly draining away.

Sadly.
I can't cry.
For i have lost the ability.

I'm silently breaking apart.
I'm losing my happiness again.
Slowly returning.

To darkness.
To bleakness.
To morbidity.

Help me.
Please.
Hear my desperate cries.

My desperate pleas.
For i am slowly.
But surely.

Fading into nothingness.