13th Posting

One word to sum up my DPS essay exam. SCREWED !!! oh well, guess the saying "What you sow is what you reap" (or isit the other way round?) holds true. I tried my best to memorize the entire content of my essay, but i guess that is not entirely possible for me. I kind of find it very stupid and dumb to re-write an essay that was already written. Who in blue blazes can remember 1000 words ? Okay, maybe a few, but plus diagrams ? again maybe that same few. Well, i tried my best and now i can rest easy for the time being, because the idiotic essay is over. Worse come to worse, remodule again. Oh well, guess i cannot really write an essay from a scientific point of view. Sometime i develop a love-hate relationship with science. Hate it because it is so rigid and inflexible. Love it because its a constant learning-and-finding out process. Oh well, guess i am better off writing essays for english papers, because i find that the english essay are so much more flexible to write and i can really let my imagination flow. But then again, i cannot compare the both, because they are in their own worlds. *shrugs* oh well, Guess i will have to try again.

Besides, the exam got bumped up from its original date of the 10th to the 3rd, so that pretty much destroyed my plans on how to study for the essay. Kudos to those that managed to go through the essay without breaking a sweat.

As always, my personal motto is "Since the paper is over, Screw it and enjoy the rest of the day and night." Think about it, paper is done and handed up for marking, and you are down there crying ur eyes out. Is there any use ? would that alter the marks to help you pass ? would that force you to return with a vengence and impove on the previous attempts ? Why let a already-done-exam-paper ruin your day ? "Make do and let live"

Think Positive, Be Positive. At least life won't be so miserable that way