9th Posting

oh well, have not been blogging the past few days, because there was nothing much to write about, apart from me sleeping in the morning and waking up past 5pm in the evening. Been staying at home for the past couple of days, except for friday, whereby i went out to the libary to do some research on my essay. I can't believe it. They pushed the bloody essay exam from the 10th to the 3rd of April ! Oh well, just my darn friggin luck.

Anyway, this morning at 7am, i received an sms from her. At first i thought what was wrong, only to find out that she was only having a bad dream. She is afraid that i will leave her one day. Well, i will have to leave her one day isn't it ? but well, that is still a long way more. I am looking forward to her return.

Talked to my classmate, because her boyfriend all of the sudden got pissed off at her, after weeks of silence and decided to break up with her. Problem with the bf is that he prefer to keep things to himself. My personal thoughts were like "what the heck ?? it aint fair towards her that he suddenly blows up in front of you. She can't read his mind". Oh well. On a more personal tone, it's his loss, because in the big picture, it's actually a small problem, if he had choosen to talk to her about it and the matter resolved. if he wants to break up, so be it. Yeah, she may have physical attachments and memories. But if this is the way he repays her. Then they are worthless to keep. His future is also unstable. She thinks that depite a tough life ahead of her, she will be happy. But how long, under this tough circumstances can she honestly remain happy ? Sooner or later, she will definately give up. Also, the bf doesnt know what he wants in life and doesn't know what job he wants. Any normal girl would have dumped him a long time ago. Depending on the SAF to change him ? There is a saying that goes "A Leopard Never Changes Its Spots". And that is very true. He may change a bit, but will it be a permanant change or a temporary one ? Will it be for the better, or for the worse ?

Anyway, for tonight, i wash my hands off her problem. I can only listen and dish out what i think. Sometimes my heart aches for the person's mistake, but at the end of the day, i hope my thoughts will help the person out abit.

Lesson-wise, i found it unusually difficult to absorb tonight's lesson. i guess its because of my nocturnal habits, or my mind getting distracted, or something else. I don't know. Later on in the day its my most dreaded lesson, DPS. Should i attend or not attend ?

Recomended Song : Lange Feat. Skye - Drifting Away